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BLOOD, A Halloween Costume Party


Hey Cebu!


Get ready with your costumes! Only two more days to go!

DJ Jay on the mix with your favorite dance tunes starting at 9pm!

Prizes for the first thirty (30) guests in costume! Plus special prizes for the top three (3) best in costume! Awarding at midnight!

Indulge in our special cocktail for the night, BLOOD for only PhP 50!!!

Celebrate with us a Halloween you will never forget only at the Home of the Best Crispy Pata in Town, ALEJANDRO's Filipino Resto!

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=158852247965&ref=ts


Your Alejandro's Family


Alejandro's is located along Don Jose Avila St., Capitol Site, Cebu City. It is at the back of Cebu Doctors' Hospital and near Cebu Vacation Hotel.

Call 253 7921 for more details, take out and delivery. Look for Jackie.

Stateless: Bloodstream

Wake up look me in the eyes again
I need to feel your hand upon my face
Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And the silence surrounds you
and hunts you
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me
Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And the silence surrounds you
and hunts you
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me

The spaces in between
Two minds and all the places they have been
The spaces in between
I tried to put my finger on it
I tried to put my finger on it
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me


Bloodstream - Stateless.


It's 5:00 am and I'm waiting for your reply

I feel like my head is going to burst from all the tug of war thoughts that come in and out of my head.
I listen to my friends, for a minute or two, I follow what they think is best for me and then you come, you flash that smile and for a second, I forget everything else that I told myself I should do.

What is this feeling? take it away. Then I take my words back because when you are in that feeling, it's something that you just want to stay in for as long as it would last.. ohoh I have been nothing but a disappointment to myself. Now, I understand better the deeper meaning of taking one step forward yet it feels like taking two steps backward. Damn!

Then you try to take that step sideways and it pulls you back again like your all steel and he's magneto.

But what scares me even more? Is the more that I am with you, the more that I feel like I am no longer myself. That self that I've build years just so that no one like you could make me feel this way.


Disclaimer: This isn't an emo note, I'm not heartbroken or anything. I'm just listening to a song and got inspired to write this note. Although this one is close to the heart haha

When you called me heartless

I guess i am in constant denial that I don't need love - the romantic kind of love.
Then one night, I found myself praying, how I wish God would give me that someone to make me feel the way that lovers feel during courtship... during their first month together... their first Christmas or holiday... the first fight... the first make up after a very short break up... the first kiss... the first time you wake up with your whole body wrapped around that person's arms... The first time you tell each other how happy your are that your together and how you would try to make it through every struggle...and all that..


Bittersweet cause it seems like it never ever comes, while others change from one relationship to another..
Maybe cause I might be looking for the wrong reason, at the wrong time, wrong place or I maybe looking at the wrong person.
If I'm looking for love, I know I wouldn't find it in someone who already loves another.

So I guess that made me realize that I can be on the right track now
Although it feels like my body has been crippled by this unknown feeling
some call it hope, expectation, hunch and some may even call it faith.
I call it momentarily happiness, an afternoon delight - the bliss drug
The kind of drug that keeps you soaring high and crushes your heart until you cant breath, your mind blows and you literally grow paranoia describing how you can feel butterflies in your stomach and hearing your heart break.

It's dangerous
You are dangerous and contagious
I am lost and wished that it was true - when you called me heartless.
Then I wouldn't be writing this note with you in mind.

disclaimer:Inspired by Heartless - The Fray cover. =) This is fictional, an illusion

Scratch Paper

I know you've tried writing something down in a piece of paper, scratch or whatever..
and you tear it out of your spiral notebook or from the red sticky tape that holds the pad paper together..
you then crumple it till you feel like every font you've written becomes unreadable - then you throw it somewhere, some place that no one would ever notice what you have written in that piece of parchment.

In that paper, you wrote down your deepest thoughts and your inner most emotions. Doodle or letters, poetry or just random notes..but all written from the innermost recession of your brain and your heart combined.

Unconsciously you crush it with your hands, tear and shred that piece of paper away even if what you have blotted down was that one thing you wanted to let the whole world know and just shout out loud so it would no longer bother you from inside - yet your too scared to even utter those words.

This is exactly what I want to do, write down my secret and my dream, the brainchild of my expectations, hallucinations and imaginary... and crumple them pretending it doesn't and shouldn't exist. eventually throwing them away for anyone not to bother read.

But as I throw that paper away, a part of my soul and heart comes with it.
Like I feel myself left with tiny bits of leftover torn paper parts from the red sticky tape or that spiral wire of my notebook from where i tore the paper where i wrote those words that I couldn't tell the whole world of.

Brother gone MIA and Fiath's birthday AVP

Last weekend would be one of my most unforgettable this year, why? Cause my brother went M.I.A - missing in action. I was in my celebratory mood because of Faith's 21st birthday but people at home were really worried about where my brother is. We spent days going around town to find people who knew people who knew my brother. Thing is with my brother, he has random friends, friends that we don't know so it was quite hard to look for him at a place where he was supposed to be at. At the day when we were suppose to check for funeral homes to see if someone with the description of my brother was bought in, he then showed up. I was at the beach that time, I just wanted to get away from all the worrying and the thinking about what the f*ck did my brother just disappeared and if he was okey. He is now okey and alive but grounded.

Here is my birthday gift for Faith. It was a struggle in burning this video in a CD, Thank God for YouTube.