Update three

Omar

benson

Edited new set of pictures, profile pictures of friends that I find interesting.
School starts tomorrow. Phbt. Went online for almost 9 hours. I am such an addict. I should go to rehab or something. I was pissed at someone today, she just knows how to get into my nerves. Lately, I have been really patient with issues trying to be the better person by choosing to keep quiet and not to defend myself aggressively like I used to but sometimes I feel like my silence has been taken advantaged. Strike three and thats it for this lady! Good thing my friend Di was there to make me feel better. I had to say the F word 5 times over our short text exchange.

To kick away bad vibes, I listened to ear bursting trance/house/electronic music, I felt like dancing and getting high from dancing laser lights. I love watching laser lights whenever I'm in a club, puts me in a trance.

Discovered this really nice song from ral's sister rizza - signature lies. I love love love the lyrics!
Check out Riz's youtube channel here.

You put me through hell
While I was under your spell
But I still beg to differ
You made me believe that
Everything we had
Would have a
Life time guarantee
With your signature lies
Every night my soul dies
Just a little
Just a little
But I put up with all your shit,
All of it,
All that you put me through
Just to be with you
Just to be with you

P.S. Complete album of my recent edits (if your interested to watch) can be found here

Stateless: Bloodstream

Wake up look me in the eyes again
I need to feel your hand upon my face
Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And the silence surrounds you
and hunts you
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me
Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And the silence surrounds you
and hunts you
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me

The spaces in between
Two minds and all the places they have been
The spaces in between
I tried to put my finger on it
I tried to put my finger on it
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me

Bloodstream - Stateless.

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

According to Facebook, it's his birthday today. Happy Birthday. Last year, I emailed him the lyrics of the song Million Miles away and yesterday without any apparent reason, I sang my hearts out to Katy Perry's Thinking of You at POD5. I found myself sad after a really happy night with Belle and Riva last night, the alcohol and nausea made it worse, I felt really awful but thank god I didn't cry. While watching Karen explaining how she really loves Ruben when she was bidding Ruben's family goodbye, I suddenly cried, cause I exactly know how it felt to really like someone and do almost everything for that person just so that he would notice you, to the point of embarrassing yourself and being labeled annoying, obsessed and a freaky stalker. I hope beyond what he thinks or what his friends think of me, he would give me that opportunity of knowing who I really am. Is this love? I don't know, what I only know is that I wouldn't want to go through what I've gone through to get your attention so I'm sticking to telling myself that I am in love with you because it would be easier that way then to go through it all over again with another person.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...